Where the hell am I?

[dwivian]

Still around. Not posting as much, as you may have noticed. I should come back, as I can write more and spend time thinking about it, and maybe type some of the things about how I really feel to a different audience, but I don't know.... it's just... different? Not much changes except message length and attention span and.... honestly, spewing the weird pains and stress I've had lately would just make those engaged in them feel I was dragging them through the hell all over again, and what's the point in that? I've got good things going on, and that's important, too, but it's been a rough stretch lately and it is getting rougher, and I feel the weight of being the sole provider harder each day. I need a break but if I try to take one I fear the universe will notice....

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[low-delta.livejournal.com]

Funny, I've seen other old friends come back to LJ recently, or talk about it. Not sure why.

It's a good place to write, and to think and to vent and to share.

[dwivian]

I might need to do more of that, yes.