.....bleah.....

Jealousy is ugly.

My own jealousy is even uglier, as I do what I can to avoid wanting "X" that I can't have, where "X" is the collection of events, people, and things that seem really cool at the moment.

I am, as a result, very good at self-denial. I don't have the greatest computer, the coolest car, the best clothes, flat-screen high-definition TVs, etc... I only get things after a lot of arguing with myself about if there is a function to them, or if they expand my ability to enjoy life. And, even then, it takes a LOT of time for me to come to a decision that "X" is what I want, and that it is okay to try to get it.

So, what do I do when "X" is a little out of reach? What do I do when "X" is going to STAY out of reach, by circumstance or opportunity?

Well, if the past is any guideline, I get frustrated and mope a lot. Yeah, that's a quality others seek me out to share in.... So, how to cope? No clue, so far, but that's okay. All I want is a little more than I ever have. I'm a good little American, I am.

But, boy is it hard to be content with so many shiny people and things and experiences out there yet to savor!

Blacklisted....

Yup. Now I'm on the list, too.

Pathetic.... ::sigh::

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I barely understand the idea of spoons.

But, today, I think I'm out of soup spoons, tea spoons, serving spoons, ladles, and a sippy-cup taped to a stick.

Class next. Joy.

Next analogy -- the fancy pie or the coconut-covered cupcakes from Kroger.....

::grump::

Is there such a nomial as obsessive-repulsive?

Should there be?

What would it mean?

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